Following therapy is when I always have the most thoughts that go through my head. I guess this (therapy) all started back in December. As I was meeting with my pain doctor he suggested therapy as a way to help process and deal with life being in constant pain. With our lives being one chaotic event after another, I didn't start until May.  I am definitely learning to process my feelings and emotions in a different way.  I've posted a lot on Facebook about everything I've been going through as a way to try to be okay with it all myself. Honestly, it's been hard.  I was so anxious to have my back surgery because there was a very small percent chance that a lot of my health problems would go away. Now that we are 2 weeks post-op I'm accepting the fact that this is my new normal. This is permanent. I am sad and grieving the fact that I will never have a normal body.  The spinal cord damage has left me partially paralyzed in  my left leg, thus I have needed to...